New Spirit

Hello readers~!

I'm back~ Yeah~

I just saw my blog and think, "Oh, one of my blog!". Then, I just open it and read it. And I just smile, "Oh my english is so bad!" and now I hope my english be better than yesterday.

New spirit.

Eum, I just think my old post about my fear is right. My fear. Until now I still thinking bout it.

"Can I do that?"
"Can I pass the test and the interview?"
"Can I ...? Can I ...?"

And today my doubts just increas.

"Can I surpass the minimum of the stadart of the Toefl?"

Ah yeah, I'll take Toefl for my english, for sign up. And their standart is 61. And I don't know I can pass that score or not.

So, now I'll study for my english. Make them improve until that day (the test day). But I still not yet sign up for toefl. I'll sign up at Augst, and maybe I'll take my toefl at November (or maybe october).

Though I doubt for manything. But my heart said. "I can."

Yeah! I can do that!

I can surpass the toefl!

I can surpass the document election!

I can surpass the interview!

I can beat everyone!

I can be student in APU! And of course I'll!

From NOTHING I'll be SOMETHING!

I will make world know about my strenght!

I will make my parent and my family proud of me!!

YEAH! I CAN!


Just see it and next year I'll shout. "I DID IT!"








.mun.

My Hobby ... um?

I'm baaaaaaa~ack!

Hello readers!

Yesterday I just read an article about a girl who have broken face(?) (okay, I don't know what the english, so if you don't get it, just translate it!(?)) because a facial. So, especially for you girls, becareful when choose a doctor and salon for facial.

Okay, back to my topic. Um, what is my topic? Oh yeah~ my hobby.

Cause I'm the labile person, but often said "I'm moody not labile!". So, I have a labile hobby(?).

My heart just broken when I realized if all of my snail mail pals not reply my letter. I don't know why they are not reply it. Maybe they are still busy. Or maybe forgot about my letter. Or maybe my letter just stuck in the post office. Or my letterjust dissapear. Or maybe cause they hate me (oh, I hope no!). Or or... or... Okay, I don't know.

So, cause I don't have some activity, fun activity. So I search for something fun, for me. And yeah~ I do my old hobby. Photograph. Look around. Take some photo. Sent it to my computer. Edit it. And post it.

And Cause that now sometime I bring my mom's camera when go out. But aaaaaah~ now is rainy season, so I can't take blue sky, my favorite picture.

And in the begining of this month, I just see a web site about postcrossing. Never try to sent post card (or snail mail) around this country. (The web site just about postcrossing around this country). So, I'm interesting. And also cause they like get handmade post card. Cause I never make my own post card, so I just print my photos and stick it to a paper and write something in the back and sent it.

Lol.

But I already sent 2 post card with my drawing in there. I hope the person who will got it not feel annoying when they see my post card. xDD

Holiday will come. But I don't know must do what in my holiday.

Ah, but now I must think about my score. I hope I will reach grade 12 in next semester.

So, until here.

Thanks for read.

Jya~

.Mun.

Uwaaa

Hello readers!

Last sunday I goes to a Japanese Festival in my neighbor school, but thats event is soooo disappointed. Really.

So, me and my close friend ( I go to there with my close friend from junior high school) go to mall. And in there, we do.... karaoke! We be so crazy in there. Sang Japanese song, Indonesian song, Korean song, and also west song. Oh! Thats so fun! but also embarrased. X///D

2 weeks ago, a latter came to my home. And thats from my snail mailing penpal from Japan, Saki. Oh, I miss her. I think she already forgot about me. But she still send a letter to me, so she remember me! I'm happy to know that fact!

But I feel bad, cause until now I not reply her latter, yet. Uh-oh, I'm so sorry Saki.

Readers, you know? I think I'm failed with my diet T___T But its okay! I'll do it again. Ganbarimasu yo!

Jya~ always pray for me~ sankyuu~





.Mun.

Study Tour

Hello readers~

2 Weeks ago I wa goes to Jogjakarta city, for study tour. And surprisely, at 2 of the location, I saw muych of Japanese. I want to talk with them, take a photo. But I'm so shy to said it. So, yeah, I go home without a photo with Japanese.

And last week I go to J-fest, and there was so many stand sell something I want. But damn it! in thats time I just have a few of money, so I just buy few of them. ;A;

Oh, in next month I'll enter to J-fest race. And I'll save some money for thats event! Haha~

Btw, I'm on diet. I hove I cant lose a few of my weight. Ganbarimasu!

Jya~



.Mun.

Yoku Asobi

Hello Readers!

Today I'm go to school, although today is sunday, I had a little meeting with my club. First we will talk about something 'bout our club, but you know? in the end we spend maybe 3 hours for play some game.

In the first game, we played it 'cause some of the people get bored. We play hide and search(?). Someone hidden a glass of water (cause at thats time we just have that), and anothers search it. And if someone find it, she/he will hidden it again.

And after play it maybe for a hours, we play sometime called 'benteng-bentengan' but we modification. The rule is we stick a paper in our back, and if enemy (we be 2 groups) remove the paper when they are meet, so people without paper will 'die'. But when the teammate stick a paper in her/his back, she/he will 'life' again(?). And in the end, someone for each group must touch their benteng's enemy. And after 3 times, my group won 3x.

Thats fun, and I want to play again with my friend again later.

Thanks for read it. Bye~

.Mun.

Fear

Hello readers!

Time just passed. Day just changed. And my feel, just change be like 'this' and 'this'.

Sometimes I feel and think, "I can do this! Ganbarimasu!"

But sometimes my feel change and think, "Oh! Really, I can do that?"

And change again be, "I'm 

afraid can't pass the 'sign up session' and thats just be a dream for me."
 

Oh! Thats make me afraid. I just think, think and thinking bout it. 

"Can't I do that?"

"Can I pass the 'sign up session'/test?"

"Can I enter that univ?"

"Can I be one of them?"

"Can I....? Can I....?"

Oh, I just want to cry cause that. I'm afraid in future, I'm disappointed.

Oh, I just act like a child. I know I must be confidence and learn some english and try my best. But, .... ah, I hope that just my fears.

God, please help me. I can't do this without your permission.

Readers, I hope your favor to pray for me. Thanks.

.Mun.

Hope. My future. My School.

Hello readers.

Yesterday I just goes to a seminar. They presentation about a univ named Ritsumeikan Asia Pasific University (short be APU). And you know, the location is in Japan! And 1,5 years later I'll be college student. So, thats make me interesting.

They tell about APU, the life of their college student, the city, and blabla. And they tell if in here, in my country, people who fail in sign up session is just 10-13%. And I saw the student for 2 years lately just a little. And I think, maybe I have a big chance.

So, yeah... I'll study more for my English. Cause APU is international Univ, and they have 2 class, class use English and class with Japanese. Thats impossible to make me be fluent in Japanese just for a year (I'll just sign up in January next year). So, I must improve my English skill.

Just for a year, I must improve my English (for get schoolarship and make me pass the interview and essay). And also my Japanese. I know I just said, "impossible to make me be fluent in Japanese just for a year". But just learn than nothing, right?

So, readers, just follow me to pray to God for my future. My school. I just really and very very want to enter thats univ. I hope it. God. Amin.

Thank you, readers. I hope you will get what-you-really-want. Amin.

.Mun.